Saturday, August 7, 2010
Last night ,
3am + woke up .
Coughing continuously ,
Gasping for air .
Suddenly , i felt that i can't breathe well .
" Asthma ? " i was thinking to myself .
Tears gushing out while i was trying to breathe for air .
idk why gort tears .
But it just came out ..
is that how my fren feels when she get an asthma attack ?
i think its more than it .
That period of time is so hard to pass ..
Cooled down for 1hr ..
And finally i fall asleep again ..
and that was 4am .
Now im very scared to fall asleep .
that experience is fearful :( .
Next morning , i woke up .
My mother took number to see doctor again .
Third time .
Doctor say the phlagm is blocking my lungs .
thats why .
i nid to cough out the phlagm ..
But i tried ..
Nothing came out though ..
Doctor changed my medication .
she said my phlagm is strong ..
Now , as i breathe , the phlagm in my throat vibrate .
its choking me .
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my mother suggested me to " walk over the sea " .
She said theres too many inauspicious things happening around me .
but i refused .
and she insists ..
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i missed chocolates .
DDDDD:
But now , i can only eat porridge .
Which it sucks .
i cant eat chicken too .
My mother say chicken can worsen cough .
wad kind of myth is that ..
its just stopping me from enjoying my meals .
Okay .
Time to rest now ..
ENDING MY POST HEREEE .
fantasylovenever will be mine.
