Hi ?

Sunday, February 22, 2009

today ,

so sad .

no mood . maths test get 1/40 . SIANS .

i noe larh im lan . aiyo . my mother scold scold scold scold scold scold ..

she cannot wait until i can control my feelings then scold meh ? i act happy happy infront of her . but inside me is just like hell . and she thought i actually can take IT . somemore , she still say :" still give me black black face , i say wrong liao meh ? anything wrong ?" ........ ...................... Zzz i never burst , very good liao sia . and i never even talk back . AARGH . i really feel like shouting out OUT VERY OUT LOUD .

anyways , "change subject " i drew a lonely girl from a program called :" PAINT " LOL .

ehh how is it ahh .. quite fat horhh . no choice . only can liddat . i kept erasing and wad happens is : the whole background gonecase . lol so cannot erase too much . umm , give comments ty . P.S. : so ,HOW ish it , YEOZiHUi ?

ehh omg , a shocking thing >.<

my dad just pass me a brochure , "How to be a cartoonist ?"

quite happy . got 12 lessons but expensive lehh .

$410 per 12 lessons . so ex . wah i scared i lose interest sia . waste money lehh .. aIYO i really dunno !!! wad if i lose interest ? lose liao , my mother sure CONFIRM say me :" see larh , dun wan draw liao , WASTE MONEY . and so on .. " . i seriously got no confidence . after taking this lesson , give up , that lesson , give up . surely , i've got no confidence in this . will i give up ? of course i wan to take on many lessons such as : Piano , singing , writing and drawing . but all so ex . wad if , i give up ? waste money lehh . CANNOT . i cannot waste MONEY DE . NOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooo . wad should i do . i really like drawing =.=

fantasylovenever will be mine.